btw my sea bunny arrived today and this thing is straight up built like a pillow. it’s ridiculous. I love it so much. It’s going to replace my ancient ass pillow pet since it’s very soft and pretty firm too.

I was reading through one of my posts from my old blog while cross-posting my older posts here for archiving purposes and it made me think about why I’m even bothering with this blog since I tend to hop between blogs and abandon them a lot. It’s not on purpose! I do genuinely enjoy blogging but I think over time my writing style has changed since I last ran a blog so I don’t think I know how to write posts anymore? or at least write them in a way that’s enjoyable to me.

There’s a lot of things I don’t want to write about and things I think I write too much about, like blogging meta but the alternative is writing about my life and to be so for real right now I am not feeling funky fresh so I try not to talk about my life because I hate being negative all the time. Do not get me wrong there’s good stuff in my life but I do suffer from chronic depression and I’m deep in it right now so it’s hard for me to focus on the good stuff. I keep having new stupid shit to deal with just being dropped into my lap every week it seems like and it’s so exhausting dealing with it. but whatever, life goes on!

We found a old build a bear e gift card in my email so Beck talked me into buying the new sea bunny plushie for myself 🙂 I’m very excited for it to arrive!